I happened to be alone but i really could manage it (notably). The loneliness began to arrive at me personally final year(2019).
We prayed to Jesus for a guy to love me personally and my son, to simply help me move ahead and never feel dead inside\like a zombie, to send a dad for my son, to bless me personally with a guy who are able to help me to raise my son to become a man that is good to God. And I also understand Jesus responses prayers…he has answered mine times that are many.
Yes, my faith and relationship with Jesus grew when you look at the time we made a decision to focus I reached a stage where I was feeling alone and wanted companionship and love and help with my son on myself and my son but. And I also didn’t alone want to be any longer. For five years I'd dedicated to my son and my task and forgot me…I didn’t head out. I did son’t socialise nor felt like We required companionship and love or ended up being worthy from it. We felt I'd to atone for my sins while making it appropriate with Jesus. However now I became experiencing notably willing to allow somebody in.
We had and prayed faith that God responses prayers. 1 day (in Nov 2019) whilst in training at your workplace, my mobile phone rang…i did son’t recognize the #.